My story started out cliche, good girl
falls for bad boy, but one wrong move changed all that. Turns out the good girl
doesn’t save the bad boy. My story goes from cliche to risque to mind blowing.
My story is different from all the others because the events of my story led me
to one thing...my objective.
Remembering him comes in dreams and flashbacks that I can't control. I tell
myself it’s time to let go...but moving on from him is impossible when I still
see our lives in my head.
When you kill your soul mate you don’t ever really recover.
A year of trying to forget or rather move past it has taught me that you can't.
Its an impossibility to move on from that kind of horrific form of betrayal. If
you you’re too selfish or scared for suicide, like me, you learn to wake up
every morning and follow routine. One foot in front of the other, day after
day.
Hollow. Lifeless. Haunted. Loving him was like the sun on a summer day. Living
without him is like slowly burning to death. Torture.
A Bloodlines Novel.
*Note Tug of War is the 1st in the Bloodlines books, each book can be read as a
stand alone book.*
There are exactly five people in this town that know me, or of
me. My neighbor Bentley, the bouncer where I work, Brock, the pimply faced kid
who works the late shift at the liquor store, the chick at the Knight’s Super
Foods who always seems to be working when I go in and Penny, the manager at the
club who hired me. It’s just enough people to be safe and few enough to avoid
drawing any attention to myself. I’m not a hermit. I just don’t like people all
that much anymore. I suppose if shown a picture in a line-up some of the gym
junkies where I box with Brock would be able to say ‘yeah, I’ve seen her’ but I
doubt they’d remember my name. I like my quiet life. No distractions. It allows
me to keep my eyes open and to stay alert and watch for the real danger. It’s
not easy being paranoid and afraid all the time. Somewhere over the last year I
went from feeling non-stop sorrow and bone-crushing guilt to rage. Pure hate.
It fills me. It drives me now. I train because of it. I stay alert because of
it. And I will achieve my objective because of it. Ezra will come for me. I
realize he is the only thing keeping my hurt around. It was his fault. It still
is and yet, I’m the one paying. I gave up my life, my love, my soul. Ezra has
to pay and I am determined to make it happen, on my terms. I just have to stay
alive long enough to kill him first. I have to do this. He ruined my life. I
have nothing. I am nothing. I want it done as soon as possible. I’ve bided my
time for so long now. Then I will forget. I will begin my life and I will
forget that I ever knew him.
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